Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Because It's You - Tiffany (SNSD)

그대니까요
因為是你

미안하단 말 하지 말아요
내게 사랑은 끝이 아닌데
이렇게 우리 헤어진다면
어떡해요.. 어떡해요
不要说抱歉
对我来说 爱没有结束
如果我们这样分手
我要如何是好 如何是好

사랑 하나 뿐인데 사랑할 수 없고
정말 하고싶은 말 할 수도 없는데
점점 멀어져가는 사랑이 지키지 못할 말들이 날 울게 하네요
我只爱着你 却无法相爱
想要跟你说的话 也没法说出口
渐渐远离的爱情 我无法守护的诺言 只能让我落泪

고맙다는 말 하지 말아요
내 모든 사랑 주고 싶은데
이렇게 우리 남이 된다면
어떡해요.. 어떡해요
不要跟我说感谢
我只想全心去爱你
如果我们变成陌生人
我要如何是好 如何是好

사랑 하나 뿐인데 사랑할 수 없고
정말 하고싶은 말 할 수도 없는데
점점 멀어져가는 사랑이 지키지 못할 말들이 날 울게 하네요
我只爱着你 却无法相爱
想要跟你说的话 也没法说出口
渐渐远离的爱情 我无法守护的诺言 只能让我落泪

사랑해요 사랑해서 어떡해요
我爱你 因为爱你 该如何是好

아픈 사랑이라도 괜찮아
내 생애 마지막 사랑 지워도 지울수 없는 그대니까
슬픈 운명이라도 그대를 보낼수 없어 사랑해요 그대니까요
即使爱得再痛也没关系
因为怎么努力都无法忘怀你即便是悲伤的命运 也无法这样送走你 我爱你 因为是你

내겐 그대니까요
我全部都是因为你


Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Holiday Started!

My holiday started a few days ago, feeling 'unexpected' when I was back from UMBC BOD Camp, where I felt the holiday was so 'sudden'. I suddenly feel that I am free, free from my UMBC official position, the secretary. Although I know that I still have works not done yet, but still, I was finally officially retired from the position. Somehow, I feel so not willing to let go. I will definitely miss the time where I was super busy, yet super happy spending time with all the lovely friends. I love you guys so much!

The friendship that I got now, either from organizing activities in UMBC or through Biz CC, with all of you, is the most valuable friendship that I hardly get in my life again. I appreciate all the things that I got during my university days. Thank you to you all for making my uni-life interesting, fun, tasty, unforgetable and memorable! I will never forget the time I spent with you guys, where we went for trips, movies, food, shopping, bowling and many more! Hope to do more in the last two semesters =)

Back to the topic, how am I going to spend my holiday this time? This is my last long holiday before I graduate, I guess. Firstly, of course, is to help in organizing Famine8 at my hometown. This is the activity held together with my old-battle-friends after long time left my hometown activities since Form 6. Also, to organize it together with secondary school students, so called 'juniors' for primary school students. Actually, if you know me, I am really not so good in dealing with young juniors, moreover for this time, I need to deal with 'super young juniors'! However, I am quite expecting the event to come, although I don't really help and participate deeply in organizing the event.

Secondly, me and Caelyn will be participating in the preparation for the FYI Conference in Booth Management team. This event will be held at the end of September and it is a really huge event. Both of us are joining the team with PEKUMA, and as expected, we are in-charge of the sponsors. I know through this event, I can know more people and use the network to help myself, and of course, UMBC. Besides, since this is a very huge event organized together with many teams from a few universities/colleges, I am sure that we can learn something new from the event.

Thirdly, the CFA Challenge. Although I still not sure how we are going to prepare for the challenge during this holiday, but I am sure we will have something to do. I was excited at the beginning to join this challenge. But as time passed and after a few times of disappointment because of finance-related presentations, I am now demotivated. However, I know I will definitely gain something valuable from this challenge even though if I am not selected to be one of the participants. I am keen to gain the knowledge from this challenge and I am sure it will be very different from what I have learnt in the past.

Next, definitely is the Singapore trip with my lovely ha-ha group members. Although it is a little imperfection where Christina is unable to join us during the trip, but I am very excited to join this trip! I believe it will be an unforgettable trip for us. This is the first time I am going out of Malaysia with friends. Feeling excited to explore new experiences with my best friends in university. I am feeling very great to have them beside me every time I need them. Besides few female close friends back in my hometown, these girls are really close to my heart. I never thought that I can have so-close female friends as I am always standing side-by-side with guys and more natural when dealing with guys. Thank you for making me more and more feminine =P

Finally, I am not sure whether I will go to work this holiday although I thought of it before. I am really lazy to go out to work and face the reality so early. But this holiday I am going to keep myself busy, either to learn something new and useful for my future life, or making use of my own knowledge to make something new. Thought before to learn to cook this holiday too. Be motivated maybe because of him? However, I have been thinking of this since last few years but I never really take action to learn cooking from my mother even though forced by my father. Said before too, this holiday I want to heal myself from the love poison. Just can try my best to get out of the zone. Because if I keep staying in the zone, or falling deeper, I am sure that something will happen between us and it will not be a good thing. So, gambateh Venice! Gambateh Yu Ping! Happy Holiday! ^^